Friday, April 17, 2015

The worst birthday of my LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

December 9, 2014 the worst birthday of my life.  It started with waking up at 530 like usual for school and i went upstairs to be surprised by my family up and dressed with a cake in their hands and ready to sing happy birthday when my dads hospital called my mom saying that Steve was having problems breathing and she needed to get down there quickly. So my mom left me in charge of getting everyone on their bus while she took the baby and rushed to my dad. All  i wanted to do was go with her and make sure my dad was okay. After Ryans bus got there and Megan and i were waiting for our bus, i got on Skye to talk to and see my dad. Well it took maybe two rings for them to answer but the one who answered wasn't my mom or dad. It was Daniel (my dads favorite nurse) when i saw him answer i was over confused and had no clue what to make up of the situation. I asked Daniel wheres my dad. I was in complete tears he could barely understand me and then all of a sudden he put my dad on and my dads words to me were.... "Hey sweetheart i love you so much. I am so sorry this happened today. I hope you have an amazing birthday just do me one favor. Don't think about how much pain or how bad i am hurting at all today. Thank you for not saying anything because you say it best when you don't say anything at all." I had to interrupt him right there because my bus was at my house. I got on the bus just in complete tears. My bus driver asked if i was okay and then said happy birthday. I told her yes im fine and thanks. I went most of the bus ride just in tears until we got to Jessas house and she saw that i was crying and she is the type of person who won't let you cry without trying to help cheer you up. So she did everything she could think of and nothing worked i was still in tears until she brought up the one person that she knew would make me happy just by talking about him. That person is Danny. I may have been dating Jonny but its like no matter what Danny always came before Jonny.