I woke up this morning knowing if I wanted to go I had to get my butt to work on my chores. It was about 7:35ish and I was just starting and had to be done by noon if i wanted to go to Jacobs birthday party. I was glad to see Emily was already up and willing to help me because she really wanted to go swimming. It took us forever to get Megan up to get her chores done but when we did time just flew by and thankfully right at noon we were completely done. I couldn't wait to see Danny, i also couldn't wait to be at the party. Everyone there knew I had the biggest crush on Danny, even he knew it. Seeing him just made my heart race. So after the swimming was over Jacob asked if i was going over to his house to hang with everyone else. After my mom picked Emily and Megan up she gave me permission to go over to his house. I was so happy to get to spend more time with Danny that i almost forgot what day it was (the day was the anniversary of my dogs death). I was happy i forgot what day it was though because it gave me the chance to be happy and not worry. When we got there we started playing a game called sardines. While Noah was hiding the rest of us were up against the garage and next thing i knew Danny was handing me his Ipod with a note on it. The note said "do you wanna go out??" My first thought was this must be a joke because i thought he still liked Jessa but i guess i was wrong. So finally i said yes and from that moment on i have not felt the same about anybody. The minute i said yes to him it was like my whole life changed. I stopped thinking about how things with Jonny could have been if i hadn't broken up with him and started to think about how perfect my life would be with Danny. I have liked Danny on and off since 6th grade and now that i finally have the chance to be his i will do everything in my power not to end it. I had never felt this way before, i had no clue what to think or do. With the fact that i had liked Danny on and off since 6th grade i was just SO happy to be with him that i took everything but him off my mind. With only having him on my mind it was like i was in heaven.The last time i remember feeling something like this was when i saw my great grandfather after six months. I seriously never thought I'd feel this way ever again. I was so scared to tell Danny how i felt about all of this and to be honest i still kinda am. I don't want to ruin what me and Danny have like seriously i have have never felt the way i feel about Danny toward any other guy. In my opinion everything for me has been calmer and less caiotic with being with Danny and i never ever want to lose him to anybody or anything. The only bad thing about my Saturday was that when we decided to tell Jessa she got really mad at me and just started ignoring me and so on Monday i made her talk to me so i could know why she was so mad and what she said was....
"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"No we are sisters and i want to know why you are mad at me"
"WE ARE NO LONGER SISTERS OR FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!"
I walked away almost ready to kill someone and said fine.Well that was my Saturday hopefully Jessa can forgive me for whatever i did.
No comments:
Post a Comment